It’s about time I’ve gotten a bit of privacy. Privacy on the internet, huh, what a joke. This is..my diary. I won’t care who reads this, I won’t care who is judging this. These are my thoughts, do with this as you will. My first tumblr did not work out, at all. It’s strange actually. You see, I was perfectly content with people,who don’t know me too personally, following me. They had no previous knowledge of my past, they had no way of seeing the mistakes I’ve made that haunt me today, they had no way of hearing the things that others say about me, causing them to twist their judgement and impressions about me. It’s not like I’m lying to them about who I am, it was a fresh start and a good release. Things changed. Friends who I rarely have conversations with had access to my personal thoughts and emotions. People who I only see in the halls can see my dreams and wishes. People who I only know because they are in my school yearbook could see my fears and failures. That scared me. I feared it would change their old opinions about me. Scared that they could use it against me. Scared something would get around. I needed to be alone. This is my escape. It’s where my mind runs free. It’s where a feel…safe.